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曾獲得葛萊美肯定的35歲英國威爾斯女歌手黛菲(Duffy),2008年以一首《Mercy》紅遍英國,是當年英國第三大暢銷單曲。已經10年沒發片的她,近來在IG透露,在消失演藝圈的這段日子其實遭到綁架囚禁,更被強暴和下藥。
▲黛菲消失10年,自爆曾遭囚禁、強暴、下藥。(圖/達志影像/美聯社)
曾經是當紅暢銷歌手,黛菲卻從2010年就沒再發過片,彷彿在演藝圈人間蒸發。26日她透過已驗證過的IG帳號發文表示,去年夏天曾有記者找上自己,而她也決定把故事說出來,「我被強暴、下藥,並且被囚禁了好幾天。」
▲黛菲消失10年,自爆曾遭囚禁、強暴、下藥。(圖/達志影像/美聯社)
黛菲強調,自己目前已經很安全,也沒有透露是在何時發生的事情,未來將在訪問中說明一切。她說:「我挺過來了,雖然復原需要時間,也很難說出口。但是我可以告訴你,在過去的十年中,我的心數以千次想要重新看到陽光,如今,陽光確實照耀著。」
▲黛菲決定把故事說出來。(圖/翻攝自黛菲IG)
她也透露,這些年不再唱歌,是因為不想「再向世界展示我的悲傷,如果我的心都碎了,我要如何開口唱歌?」黛菲表示,未來的幾週,她將透過訪談說出自己的故事,「請尊重這是對我自己溫柔的舉動,我不希望因此而傷害我的家人,請支持我去做這件勇敢的事。」
You can only imagine the amount of times I thought about writing this. The way I would write it, how I would feel thereafter. Well, not entirely sure why now is the right time, and what it is that feels exciting and liberating for me to talk. I cannot explain it. Many of you wonder what happened to me, where did I disappear to and why. A journalist contacted me, he found a way to reach me and I told him everything this past summer. He was kind and it felt so amazing to finally speak. The truth is, and please trust me I am ok and safe now, I was raped and drugged and held captive over some days. Of course I survived. The recovery took time. There’s no light way to say it. But I can tell you in the last decade, the thousands and thousands of days I committed to wanting to feel the sunshine in my heart again, the sun does now shine. You wonder why I did not choose to use my voice to express my pain? I did not want to show the world the sadness in my eyes. I asked myself, how can I sing from the heart if it is broken? And slowly it unbroke. In the following weeks I will be posting a spoken interview. If you have any questions I would like to answer them, in the spoken interview, if I can. I have a sacred love and sincere appreciation for your kindness over the years. You have been friends. I want to thank you for that x Duffy Please respect this is a gentle move for me to make, for myself, and I do not want any intrusion to my family. Please support me to make this a positive experience.
@ duffy 分享的貼文 於 張貼
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