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搖滾天團聯合公園(Linkin Park)主唱查斯特(Chester Bennington)20日被發現在一棟位於洛杉磯的民宅上吊,享年41歲,他曾透露飽受藥物及酒精的困擾,童年時被男子性虐待的陰影揮之不去,有網友發現5月推出的新歌《Nobody Can Save Me》歌詞就像是他的真實處境,更有人悲慟說:「我多希望來得及救你。」
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聯合公園5月推出新歌《Nobody Can Save Me》,由成員們一同作詞作曲,歌詞中提到「我懸宕在邊緣,想驅趕心中的黑暗,因為沒人能拯救我」、「我想徹底清醒,擺脫過去,只有我可以救贖自己」等充滿失落的語句,發表後備受好評,至今已突破300萬點閱。
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如今查斯特在《Nobody Can Save Me》發表後2個月走上絕路,有網友認為這首歌其實是他的求救訊號,但卻沒有人發現,如同歌詞中所說「I chose a false solution(我選擇了錯誤的解決方式)」,許多粉絲悲傷不已,留言表示:「我希望可以救你。」
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聯合公園5月推出第7張專輯《One More Light》,網友回頭聽了整張專輯後,發現10首歌的歌名都相當悲觀,尤其是《Good Goodbye》(好好告別)、《Heavy》(沉重)、《Sorry for Now》(抱歉)等歌,對照如今查斯特輕生,讓粉絲心痛說:「在得知他自殺消息後,聽了這首歌,這張專輯像是他的遺書。」
《Nobody Can Save Me》歌詞全文:
I'm dancing with my demons
I'm hanging off the edge
Storm clouds gather beneath me
Waves break above my head
Head-first hallucination
I wanna fall wide awake now
You tell me it's alright
Tell me I'm forgiven, tonight
But nobody can save me now
I'm holding up a light
I'm chasing up the darkness inside
'Cause nobody can save me
Stared into this illusion
For answers yet to come
I chose a false solution
But nobody proved me wrong
Head-first hallucination
I wanna fall wide awake
Watch the ground giving way now
You tell me it's alright
Tell me I'm forgiven, tonight
But nobody can save me now
I'm holding up a light
I'm chasing up the darkness inside
'Cause nobody can save me
Been searching somewhere out there
For what's been missing right here (I wanna fall wide awake now)
Been searching somewhere out there
For what's been missing right here
I wanna fall wide awake now
So tell me it's alright
Tell me I'm forgiven, tonight
And only I can save me now
I'm holding up a light
Chasing up the darkness inside
And I don't wanna let you down
But only I can save me!
Been searching somewhere out there
For what's been missing right here